17.0527-0800 Lorraine wants to play
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Dear Marla,
I almost forgot to mention something interesting.
A few days ago Lorraine asked me to come to her study.
"Please sit, Thalia."
"First," she began, "I want to make it clear that this discussion does not pertain to your employement here in any way. That's a different world."
"OK", I replied.
"You asked the other day why we find your fetish so fascinating if we have no urge to wear latex, ourselves.
Of course, James is into the 'toys' side of it. You know he wants to build all kinds of diabolical contraptions for you, don't you? . I'm into something else."
"What's that?"
She sat down next to me and asked, "Do you know what the word 'schadenfreude' means?"
"No."
"It's a German word which means to take pleasure in someone else's misfortune. Some extreme examples of this were the horrors of Nazi Germany,
However, the other end of that spectrum is the schadenfreude we find in 'loving BDSM' . The thinking goes like this: I enjoy administering your pain only because I know that, deep down, you are a masochist and enjoy it, too. It is an act of love, not hate."
"Well, everytime I see you struggle with your edging, a little shiver of schadenfreude runs up my spine." Said Lorraine.
Thalia, I don't know how to ask, so I'll just do it. Would you mind if I played along a little as a sort of dominatrix figure. Or, I could be a sort of 'coach'